I’ve been trying to live in the moment.
Present. Live in the present.
I’ve been mindful about it.
What I need is a better schedule.
What I need is a happier teenage daughter. Sounds impossible in the early teen years. I’ve been a parent for over twenty years, so I know how teen years go - but why am I suddenly involved in so many difficulties colliding with this child’s teen years?
Covid. Yes. I know. It ruined everything for everyone. Well, almost everyone, it seems, when you open social media.
When the ravens moved onto my property, I should have known.
Ravens are an omen. Oh, I’m crazy for thinking animals have senses? Ravens? Do you even know about ravens?
So the ravens are here and have been for over a year. I don’t know where their nests are but they come to my yard to hang out during the day.
I feel like maybe when I’m not economically floundering anymore they will leave. It sounds paranoid, I understand.
I need a better schedule.
Living in the present moment is easy if you know where your next check is coming from.
Okay, back to my book.
Money must make things easier to navigate. I hope to find out someday. Radical acceptance of what is now though, still super hard.
Time blocking! Every life skill I have is from being in the Real Estate business for fifteen + years. Time block being angry, sad, or a meltdown even. I had an agent on one of my teams time block his days down to spending time with his wife, free time, and prayers on top of his work schedule. His transformation was admirable. Not saying I am that dedicated. Time block being frustrated at your teenager. 🤷
Merch!!! I just read Anon Pls and that is the ending. Spoiler alert. Sorry.