Crawling into bed like I do
Without your, I love you
On the covers half undressed
You tell me I’m not second best
With a throttled chest
I feel the need through the unrest
To come into the room and try my best to save me again
It’s coming down hard inside my head
Just another day and I’m still drowning smiling
Touch your hair, your face
Like you won’t ever change your ways
Lie, I’m okay
Could my sober bones turn you away again?
But you’re not here, it destroys me again
Bleeding out on the sheets
Kill me any way but softly
Try all your crying like you do
That last night I made you a fool
All your own
You’re such a child
You’re such a sin
And I wonder
Could my sober bones turn you away from nothing, but you cry
It’s coming down hard inside my head
Just another day, but I’m still laying, drowning
Will my sober bones break in your hands again?
And I pray bleeding on these sheets until the rain ends, without you
I’m sorry you’re heartbroken and I hope you find someone to hold you and love you so you can forget about this asshole.
Woah... this is beautiful and gut wrenching. Sending love to you. You are in a rough initiation. The return will be sweet.